LOVE, 200510

I tried to kill you in my heart.

I tried to forget you from my mind.

But everything seems to be in the wrong place.

Why isn't my surrounding helping me?

Why aren't you helping me?

You did not want me, but you kept appearing near me.

I tried to look away. But the more i looked away, the frequent i see your face.

So maybe i should ignore even though you're there?

But i've tried, and it doesn't work at all.

The stories came into my ears and it touches my heart.

I wanted to pushed away all thoughts and sympathy for you but it never happens.

I don't know why. I could not understand.

Is this feeling to strong for me to let go?

I want to let go, i want you to be happy, cause i don't want to hear anymore insults.

I know you've not once insulted me. But its just i don't want it to happen.

I'll go. I'll let you go. But my heart just can't. And the surroundings didn't help at all.

Why must you be transerred into my chemistry band?

It will be much more harder for me to forget you!

I'm just too upset...