I know i've let you go.
But maybe i guess, there is still lingering feelings for you.
I GUESS.
When i saw you bleed on wednesday, i can't help but feel sorry for you.
I wanted to help you. I wanted to stretch out my hand and wipe that blood of your nose.
But i know, i have no rights of doing so.
I'm not even entitled as a friend in your life.
I can't help but keep looking at you.
I wanted to know that you're okay.
I wanted to know that you're fine.
But there's a lot of people around you.
They took care of you.
And so, all i could do is watch you from the corner of my eye.
Yes, i did watch you from the corner of my eye.
I know you weren't far.
When you stood near me, i felt your presence.
It felt like you needed to be near me for you to stay strong.
But i know, those were just my thoughts and it's just a dream.
This few three days, my heart and brain is playing a fool out of me.
My brain and heart kept sensing your presence everytime you're near.
I can't help but look.
And whenever my eyes met yours, i can't deny the fact that i still have my heart racing.
I caught you starring at me a lot of times this few days.
But did you really?
Or was it just my imagination?
Or is it that you were looking in my direction but not at me.
But whatever it is, i have to let you go.
I've said it.
And it's time to fullfil it.
Even though it's very hard.
I have to try.
I know it will take a long time to forget you.
TO FORGET SOMEONE YOU LOVE
IS TO REMEMBER SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW
IT IS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE
IT TAKES AN HOUR TO FALL FOR YOUR
BUT IT WILL TAKE YEARS TO FORGET YOU
I guess i still have that love/like/crush/admire for you muhd firdaus bin rosman.
but i have to let you go.
