BestFeet, 190610

Bestfeet, you are the best :)

I have a really nice friend.
I called him bestfeet :)

It seems like he's the only person i'm closed to right now :(

I don't really stick to people easily you see.

It just happens that i don't.

But it's different with bestfeet :)

I just stick to him :)

Last Love, 160610

Dear you,

I would like to thank you for not insulting me before i let this feelings go.

It is time for me to let go.

I know what was told, was only partially true.

But i would like to believe that it is entirely true.

Thank you for that one moment during our mother tongue intensive.

That was the only day you made my day.

Falling for you is one of the best feelings i've ever felt.

But i know this is not possible.

And i know you are younger than me.

And i know i'm dumb for falling for you when i know my dreams won't be true.

It is time for the feelings to run down the drain.

Thank you for giving me a chance to love you even though you don't know about it.

Thank you, Muhd Firdaus Bin Rosman.

And to all those people who has been hinting that i'm a nuisance for liking him.

Now you should be happy.

Because i've let him go.

And this is my decision.

And i know you guys are happy for it.

I'm happy too.

My life is still perfect without a guys love.

Once again, thank you for being, Monster :)

love, 090610

I thought i had deleted you from my mind.

I thought those words from them, made me forget about you.

But somehow, this feeling doesn't even go away.

I'm upset with myself.

Why did you even come into my dream?

I cried in my dreams.

I could remember it clearly.

In that dream, everything seems so real.

It is like as if, i am in it.

As if it was a real situation.

We were attending the prom night.

But idk why your parents were around.

I cried at the sight of you hugging a little boy and showing your care.

I felt so touched by the sight that i cried.

I wanted to reach for you.

But your parents were there.

And people are calling me.

When i woke up from that dream,

I felt as if i just gotback from prom.

I felt as if my body my soul was really there and that situation really did happen the night before.

But too bad. It was just a dream.

The next morning, i saw you in school.

I looked away.

I can't see you anymore.

I need to let you go.

I know so..

But this feeling just won't go.

And i can't deny the fact.

That i still,

Love You.

I don't know if it's over.

I don't think this feelinf is over yet.

I wanted to cry right now.

No, i already cried.

I don't know why i'm like this.

I can't stand the sight of you anymore.

No, i don't hate you.

I can't stand the sight of you because i could just break down and cry.

I know i wanted fate and Allah to take charge of my life.

But i guess, this feeling is coming to an end?

I just, I don't know.