Friday, April 16, 2010

Love, 160410

Every time i had the time, i will think of you. Your condition made you who you are today. I would always pray that ALLAH lightened your burden. It is sad to see you being scolded by teachers all around who does not understand your condition. I wanted to be the one who is there for you, but you won't allow me to. It is okay though. I just want you to be happy. But either ways you are not. So i could only pray for you. I want you to be a good person in life. I have to say i do not only like you, but this affection of love is growing each day. People may ask me why. I have no answer to that. Because to me, loving someone does not need a reason. And if there is a reason why you loved that someone, then that is not love. That is admire. I just wish i had the chance to at least feel your love. A second would be great. I ain't that perfect girl of your choice. And i've seen who your perfect girl of your choice is. I'm a nothing compared to her. I know. I'm different. I'm unique. I do not want to be the same as others. I have my own way of getting things done. I know your sickness pulls your concentration away but somehow i just wished you showed the teachers some effort and prove them wrong. I really wished one day you would do that. You used to be a great boy. Everything you do, i'm always right beside you. And if you were to fall one day, i'll be there for you. I promise. Even if you do not want me to. I will be there. That is how badly i want to be with you, boy.

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